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Saturday, June 21, 2008

What is the purpose of life?

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What is the purpose of life? I think if you examine any type of plant or animal life you will find that their mutual purpose in life is survival and attraction. Flowers and animals can be attractive things to look at and some species and sexes of the animals are more favoured over others. Why is the male mallard duck, for example, more attractive to look at as opposed to its female counerpart? Take a look at the male version of the mallard duck here. As humans we appreciate the sight of a beautiful plant, a male bird such as a pheasant or peacock, a proud lion with his mane, a well-proportioned attractive man or woman and readily understand just what that life form is attempting to do and what it was designed to do.
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Many of us humans go out of our way to attract the opposite sex, ( or in some cases the same sex, which is equally satisfying by all accounts of course for those so inclined ) because it is fun to do and physically satisfying all at the same time. This is the one and only true purpose of life if you want my opinion on the matter. It is the purpose of life and you see it everywhere around you. How we act among the opposite sex, what we say and what we wear. Everything we do is to engage the opposite sex in one way or another. It is just part of our physical and psychological makeup to do so. It is survival and the purpose of life in a nutshell.
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So, don't let anyone mislead you when the question arises sometime in your life. Don't get involved in a big, serious discussion about religion and philosophy. These are just mere diversions for people who are trying to convert you and to ultimately control you. That is what religion is. It is an explanation to be sure, but, religion in itself is not an entirely honest approach. Religion and philosophy aim at explanation, but they get away from the true purpose of life. They lead you down the wrong track and they are the means by which people manipulate one another. You may recall David Hume the Scottish philosopher writing in the 1700's said: " Show me a religious man and I will show you a scoundrel ", or words to that effect. Simply put: you need to remain focused on the true business of life and that is survival and attraction. Be cautious of those who would try to present to you a reality that is not consistent with the true nature of man.
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Man's purpose, if he has to subscribe to the notion that life is composed of purpose is one of survival and attraction. For example, as noted above, some people think that religion is the best way to describe and understand life and they go about choosing the right one for them. How are you going to determine which is the best religion when there are so many to choose from? You cannot do it, so don't even bother trying. What you will find yourself doing is getting involved with something that will merely lead you astray anyhow and you will never know the true meaning of life, if all you are ever going to do is talk about it or just think about it. You need to experience life to know what it is. Therefore, I recommend that you stick with something simple like survival and physical attraction. These things are readily understandable and are experienced first hand by all humans. And, they are proven things over the centuries. And, they do not confuse you like the plethora of religious beliefs does. All plants and all animals are involved in the same business. How many animals do you know go to church or give donations to their favourite religion? They don't do it and you should not either. Beautiful birds are born every year with not a care in the world about religion or the purpose of life. They know what the purpose of life is. And, they live it. And, so should you and so should I.
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Friday, June 20, 2008

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Monday, May 12, 2008

Second Annual Blogger Report

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This is my Second Annual Blogger Report.
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A great deal has transpired in my life since my last report in May of 2007 The event that is lasting a lifetime became an issue once again in my life. This issue is nearing a final and satisfying conclusion, I feel. Like President Ronald Reagan said in an interview during the early eighties when asked a question about health care. He said: " We're working on it. " And, indeed I am working on my very own health care related issue, as I confirm to you on this day. Much has been accomplished and we are indeed working on it. Twenty five years later seems like a long time, but when you are dealing with issues as complex as mine and the President's, well these things take time. Once again, I am happy to report that events are progressing toward a satisfactory ending to all concerned.
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The picture you notice above is my car that I bought in December, 2007. This automobile represents just about everything there is to know about me and my personality. This car embodies what I feel about myself and all of the important people in my life. Just as I am attracted to quality women ( actually it is only one quality woman ) I am attracted to quality automobiles as well. I do not think it can be any other way as these things are concerned. I truly believe that a man and his car are the very same thing as a man and his woman. I rest my case in this regard.
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On the job front I am trying out semi-retirement. This means that I am only working three days per week, namely Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. So far things are working out O.K. and I am not running into any financial difficulties to date. I appreciate the extra time off so that I can cruise about in my new car and listen to tunes. I also like the idea of spending even more time on my computer so as to learn and study about things that interest me. I am interested in politics and history and religion and philosophy. My interest in the latter two topics encouraged me to write a short play concerning my death. My views related to these things as well as personal experiences are expressed in this brief literary attempt. Conspiracy theories interest me as well. I believe conspiracies are pervasive things and we should do well to understand them and know how they affect our lives.
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I also spend time studying the stock market since a good deal of my retirement funds are involved in this area. So, I pay quite a bit of attention to the details of the economy and to all of the things that may affect the market as well. For example, I know that Republican regimes tend to be profligate spenders and this affects the currency and the whole economy. Knowing this detail I bought gold for my portfolio sometime after George Bush became president. The price of gold climbed steadily during his term in office. I recently sold all of my gold except my original investment. I made a nice profit and I still have some gold left just in case things get out of hand as it were. I am still interested in harness racing and so far this season I am posting a profit of over one thousand dollars as I present my annual report to you. If you are visiting Vancouver do not be afraid to contact me if you are interested in attending. This message is primarily directed towards my friends, relatives, and acquaintances of course. Or, if you come on your own I am at the Fraser Downs Racetrack in Cloverdale anytime after 1600 hrs on Saturdays.
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Finally, here is a site that might explain my life in a more light-hearted manner if you are able to note what I am trying to accomplish by showing it of course. My driver number on my courier job is number 31. Quite accidentally, I discovered this site while searching for the sound that I am going to introduce to you now. The vehicle below is also number 31. The fire engine and its siren is a metaphor for something in my life. I hope someone actually figures this out and realizes what the siren represents. If you do please feel free to leave a comment or e-mail me with your thoughts on the matter.
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I thank you for attention and thank you for visiting me and allowing me to share my life with you. Don't forget to turn up your volume when you visit the site below.
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....just a reminder to all of my friends, relatives, and acquaintances that Saturday is a racing day at Cloverdale Fraser Downs Racetrack and Casino and also, the track that I mainly bet on is: The Meadowlands Racetrack in New Jersey
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So, if you are popping into town from out of town and would like to go, then just phone me and I will come and pick you up. Or, if you coming yourself just meet me there anytime after 1600 hrs.
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If you are a friend, relative, or acquaintance of mine and would like to receive an honorable mention on this site you may do so by e-mailing me. My e-mail is listed below:
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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Betting on Mortality

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" For the living know that they shall die: but the dead know not any thing, neither have they any more a reward; for the memory of them is forgotten."
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I think men become the kind of men they are because of mortality. Was it not Heraclitus who said that " a man's character is his fate. "? Maybe he was talking about how man handles his own mortality. Mortality for me is the notion and realization that I am not going to live forever. Man deals with this problem in numerous ways of course. For some it is of little or no consequence, while, for others, it is an all-consuming thing.

Mortality of course is at the core of concern in the world's great religions. It is in fact, the very reason for the creation of religions in the first place. Man does not know from whence he came, nor does he know what happens after he dies. Religions attempt to explain this problem for him and they help man grapple with his mortality. Mortality is really the understanding and acceptance of the finite nature of human life.

In a way I envy the Christian believer or anyone else who has a religion which attempts to provide life in the hereafter. If I was sure there was a God of some kind then I would most assuredly believe in that entity. I would be a fool not to, I think. Because, if that entity existed I would know that it would be the righteous thing to do in living a good and honest life, knowing that my efforts would be rewarded in the hereafter. A common sense man would take it upon himself to seek out the entity that provides this everlasting life for him.

The problem with modern religion of course is that believing in a God is an act of faith. One does not know if God is real or not; man merely prays and hopes that upon the end of his mortality there will be something else as equally as pleasant. Some sort of Heaven perhaps to make him happy in his eternal life.

But, a thinking man also knows and contemplates his very own mortality. He knows that his life is limited on account of all of the death that he is able to experience about him. He is quite sure that he is destined for the same result as all of the rest. A thinking man, however, might not move so quickly into a religion that promised everlasting life without more proof. Why should a man dedicate himself to an idea and a philosophy that is not guaranteed to produce the intended results? For this man, the idea of faith is a false one to get involved in. No one has ever died and come back to report on the affairs of the after life. It is simply a matter of faith to believe in something like the Christian God, for example. Millions upon millions of humans commit their lives to such beliefs, but there remain many who do not.

Why do some men choose to not get involved in a religion of faith? Well, I can answer that question for you since I am one of those people. I will provide my answer for you and let you be the judge of my decision. You can determine whether or not I am a fool, or a heathen, or misguided, or whatever term you may wish to employ to categorize me. I base my decision on my understanding of mortality, since that is what this short essay is all about. Mortality. This thing is the impetus to my thought and understanding. First of all, let me say that I am a very honest person when it comes to discussing these things. That means that I would like to present you with the most up-to-date information that I can muster up to make you understand just what it is that I am really talking about. For example, some of the leaders or followers of religious orders seem hell bent on acquiring converts to their religion. Well, I am an atheist of sorts and I am not about to try and gain converts to my atheism. I do not want to start a new religion and go through the motions of starting up some grand organization. I am not interested in setting up a business if you will. But, that is exactly what these Christian Fundamentalists are doing if you are paying attention to their methods. So, right away you will be able to determine that I am in a philosophical conflict with this group, and others like them.

My goal is mainly to strengthen the beliefs of other atheists and possibly educate or influence those involved in some mainstream religion. But, from what I have experienced lately it is no easy task to try and unseat a Fundamentalist Christian or Islamic Fundamentalist from his or her beliefs - these people have hardened attitudes and they are stuck in their ways. I don't believe that you can talk to these people in an intelligent manner. And, any good businessman knows that it is not prudent to waste time on someone who is not really interested in what you are trying to sell. They are not going to buy it anyway. My audience may be limited by definition, but that is not going to deter me from my goal in seeking truth and understanding. Perhaps the ideas of the atheists will eventually seep into the culture in a more profound way at some future point in time in a way that is currently unimaginable to most right now.

I love life the way it is set in spite of its uncertainties and whether or not a God exists that will provide everlasting life for me. That is a function of my mortality speaking to you. The Christian says that he is not afraid to die. But, who has the better philosophy when you examine things a little more closely, me or the believers in faith in God? Now, I should confess, and, remember, I am a very honest person as I reported to you above. My confession would be that maybe my atheism is a form of faith also; a faith that what I am doing and thinking is a correct mode of operation as opposed to the methods of the religionists. The Christian is a great rationalist if you are paying attention to his methods. He thinks God works in mysterious ways and that enables him to deal with all of the conflicts in the religion, such as in the Scriptures, for example. So, let us at least afford him some points for his noble efforts. But, that does not mean that he is right at all. His faith is so powerful and he wants to believe. That is how he survives and justifies his religion even though he is presented by detractors and nay sayers all of the time. His faith is virtually unshakeable. This is partly so because he does not want to enter into discussions that get to the heart of religion and what it really is. And, he would certainly not want to know that his religion was essentially created by humans for their own purposes. At least, that is the way that I understand the Christian religion, for example. He would not want to hear these things because he truly believes that a God exists, a God who knows all and who is responsible for the creation of all things imaginable.

As an atheist I take a different approach, however. I take the view that I do not know whether or not a God exists and whether or not I can count on Him for my eternal life. I still belive in my mortality because there is no real evidence that something will overcome and replace this mortal nature for me. It is in fact my very mortality that I have come to know and love with all of my might. It is the only real thing that I can count on. I believe this material essence of my being lays at the core of my being and allows me to be the kind of character that I have become.

The Christian takes a different approach to reality and is even cagey enough to invent something like Pascal's Wager, which is simply a bit of logic that states it is better to believe in God as opposed to not believing in Him. The logic, essentially states that since we don't really know if God is real or not it is better to believe in Him anyway just in case He does exist. Why lose out if you can avoid it and take the risk of not being saved? Well, that bit of logic just reinforces the idea that man is a selfish creature as I have believed all along anyway. Man simply devises ways to justify things that benefit him. The creation of a God is a benefit to him as well as any argument that supports that belief. Well, I go to the races on a frequent basis and I like to think that I know a little bit about risk and odds and the business of winning and losing. I take nothing for granted when I wager at the racetrack, no outcome is certain and that is the way I structure my bets. I use a system and stick to it at all times. And, it also the way I structure my life. In a way, the racetrack is a metaphor for a philosophy of religion. If you have read the writings of Ludwig Feuerbach in his major work " The Essence of Christianity " you will have a feel for what I am talking about. The Christian religion is a monotheistic religion; a belief in one God as opposed to the many, or polytheistic. Judaism, from whence Christianity derives its philosophy, believed in one sole God which became a personal, special God which looked favourably upon one group of people, namely the Hebrews. They made a contract with this God and thought of themselves as a special, privileged group as a result. But, at base, it was an act of selfishness; creating a God that would act in their favour to the exclusion of other groups. I believe that the Jews and the Christians that followed them developed an attitude of being special and of operating in an ego-centric manner, and this feature being based on their view of a speculative God that was created just for them.
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As an atheist I take a different view of things and would say that I have developed a system that reflects my philosophy and my atheism. For example, at the racetrack I do not bet solely on one horse to win, but rather I tend to look at the race in its entirety, just as I view life. I do not concentrate on one thing for my answers and outcome, but the many. I think this philosophy of mine sets me apart from the Christian, for example, who tends to focus on the idea of one prominent feature in his life - namely his God. When I study a race I look at all of the horses running together and try and figure out what the state of things will be at the end of the race. A Christian might do things a little differently and perhaps just concentrate on one horse, just like he concentrates on his one God. Now, I am taking great liberties here as the discerning reader may appreciate. But, I believe that the characteristics and behaviour of a Believer will undoubtedly be different than mine. A Christian, for example, might be more prone to view the favourite horse in a race as a more likely possibility to win that race. He would be betting on the favourite horse as it were. I have no proof for this assumption of course since I have not put this proposition directly to any Christian that I have encountered at the racetrack. I am only suggesting that he views the world differently than I and that his mannerisms and his actions will be reflective of his personal philosophy, which is of course, based on his belief in a monotheistic entity.
Now, if you spend anytime at all at a racetrack you will know that betting the chalk horse or favourite, as it is called, is not always a wise thing to do. Yet, that is precisely what the Christian is doing. He is betting on the favourite in the race of life. I am trying to deliver a point to you and it is based on the notion of speculation and of the idea of one Being or God. The idea of speculation and of a strong belief in something, as I have already pointed out, is at the root of the faith of the belief in Christianity. The Jews created their God out of thin air and ascribed to this Being all sorts of mannerisms and were devoted to Him and feared Him all at the same time. The Jews and the modern Christians make a sort of contract with their God and they expect to live forever as a result. They believe in Him and Him only. They are fixated on this Being and in many ways are deluded in their thinking because they are not open to debate or options concerning this religious attachment. And, they are making a life long bet on the existence of their God as well. They have decided through their form of logic that God is the chosen and most wise path to follow for in that path lies Salvation and Eternity. That is the point I was making earlier about Pascal's Wager if you recall. That is why I am employing the racetrack example because many things about the Christian mind can be learned by studying something like horseracing and gambling in general. The idea of a God and of his importance is simply an expression of the Will of the human mind. Man is speculating and is concentrated in his beliefs. Not only is he speculating on the notion of a mystical Being, but also in the idea of an after life as well. In God is manifested all of the wishes and beliefs that the human mind can think of. When one speaks of his God, all one is doing is placing all of his dreams and ideas into a projected figure. Man is simply idealizing and conceptualizing his world view into another object, something he refers to as a God. And, according to Feuerbach this fact explains a great deal about the Christian and his religion and his attitude. In my opinion, for example, Christians and Jews think that they are special as a consequence of their unique relationship with their God. An atheist like myself does not buy into this notion of course and is a great cause for discord between myself and the believers. I tend to believe, for example, that all people are equal, and that some are not more special or more important, or even " better " than others. Importantly, for me though is the idea of understanding how one's religious beliefs and attitudes can explain how one deals with his religion and how he conducts his business in a place like a racetrack.
Religion also explains how man becomes focused or even obsessed with one idea and the importance of that idea over all others. According to the religionist, his God is the only god that matters, since in his mind, he has found the truth in all things as manifested in his God; his all-knowing and omnipotent and omniscient God. Now once again, being the honest person that I am, what I am doing here really is just taking shots at the religionists. I do so because I consider their life long wager to be faulty in its logic. As stated earlier, I really do not know what is in their mind when they conjure up a bet and consider all of the possibilities that confront them. I am suggesting, however, by way of the racetrack example, that a Christian might look favourably upon the most-liked horse in the race because that is what his philosophy teaches him to do. If he is a true believer in the Christ he might almost be forced to bet on the favourite just to maintain his credibility as a Christian and a believer in monotheism. His religion may have taught him to bet on the favourite if you will. I am suggesting, of course that one who deviates from this practice is either a dishonest Christian or a non-believer. Now, a situation may arise where a Christian decides to bet on a long shot in the race anyway. I can think of a couple of reasons why he might do this. One would be his attachment to speculation. Speculation on a long shot might arise from his fantasy beliefs in the Christian God. He might make the connection that the fantastic is possible and that he will win the longshot because maybe God will allow him to win. It is the same mentality, of course, as expecting to win the big lottery. I do not think Christians are immune from betting on lotteries that may alter their lives dramatically, especially if they are from the poorer classes. What might be the problems that would confront our Christian bettor, however, you might enquire? The most important thing of course is that he cannot, no matter how hard he tries, predict with any kind of accuracy the outcome of any race of any kind, even if he is trained to believe in the favourite winning things which he learned from the belief in his God. But, his belief is so strong that he will act in ways that expose his belief in a mystical God. This means that even if he bets on a long shot and that horse wins for him, the experience will not alter his belief in his God and that is because his faith is so strong. He will rationalize the situation just like he rationalizes everything else concerning his God. He might, for example, praise God for his win - his God allowed him to win that race. That is just the way the Christian mind thinks. God is everything to him and controls every aspect of his life including the business of winning and losing. Like employing Pascal's Wager he employs the tool of rationalization to explain his life and its experiences. So, what I am suggesting is that even if the Christian is not a gambler per se, he is not necessarily going to shy away from making a wager on a long shot. If he wins it is God's will.
I think though that a racetrack experience for a true Christian might possibly be a traumatic experience, however. I am talking about a man getting involved in the sport in more than a casual way of course. A racetrack experience enables a devotee to learn about risk and what the odds mean. A Christian racetrack enthusiast might begin to actually question his religion as a result of this because he will soon learn that the favourites are from being a sure thing, just like the possibility of his one and only God existing. Perhaps, his religion states that gambling is a bad thing. Well, I say to you dear reader that it may be bad for him because of the things that it may teach him. Understanding risk and how to control it may lead him into areas that would cause him to question his religion. He has been taught to be focused on the idea of one God that he must obey and listen to for direction. Maybe that is why he would be fearful of such as thing. The Christian in many ways has a closed mind and that is a result of being connected to his God. He has been taught not to stray from his religious beliefs and that learning new things may be harmful to this endeavor. He may believe in his Lord God to the utmost degree, but he cannot prove the existence of that Deity, nor can he be assured of everlasting life as a result. In short, the Christian acts in a delusional state and believes in a false notion or God. It is simply false because it cannot be proven, but he has not the time or the inclination to question this belief. The Christian lives happily in ignorance. If he is involved in a good life, one that is based on the Christian God then surely it is not in his benefit anyway to rock the proverbial boat as it were.
The Christian is not interested in the fact that you cannot predict the future. Maybe that is why he is not interested in the racetrack in a serious way and learning about losing. Losing might cause him to question his belief and the bet that he has taken with regards to Christianity, just like betting on a race and its results. It is futile to attempt to predict the future and stake your whole life on the outcome, yet that is what the Christian does with his life. But, perhaps some of you may see something in my argument here. I am talking mainly how one views the world and I believe that the atheist and the Christian tend to see things differently. I know that I cannot predict the outcome of one race to the next and I develop a philosophy and system to account for this detail. I would say that either the Christian would be afraid of racing or has been guided to stay away from things that would expose him to risk and what risk really means.

I have include the foregoing discussion about risk and the Christian mentality because I think it helps to explain my mortality, so let us stick to the facts as far as we can. I simply believe that my understanding or acceptance and appreciation of mortality is better than that of the Christian or of any other group heavily focused on the idea of an omnipotent Deity. I accept the fact that I do not know if God exists or not. In fact, is would be extremely foolish of me to decide that he was real if I could not prove it to my full satisfaction. That is the basis of my belief. I am not going to jump on any bandwagon and give some religious leader my heart and mind and my money for something that I cannot reasonably accept as truth without proof. And, that is the simple fact of defending my humanity and my understanding of it. My mortality encourages me to think since I value my life so much. Life itself is loaded with risk and the racetrack example that I supplied is only one method of understanding risk. Why would I make a bet on a race if I did not reasonably think I had a chance of winning that race based on my betting strategies? When I handicap a race I am looking at a multitude of factors. I look at these factors in their totality and make a decision. And, it is the same thing with life and death. Why would I make an irrational bet regarding religion when the stakes and the outcome of my decision is so important? Why would I believe in a mystical God which was created by a human being for his own purposes? If humans can create gods and religions then why cannot I create one as well? One that would suit my needs entirely for myself. As a selfish human being I should have that option. I think that is what atheism is - it is a rational approach to reality and the experiences of life. When you go into a supermarket to buy groceries are you going to let someone tell you what to buy, or would you rather do the shopping yourself and determine what is best for you? And, similarly at the racetrack. Do you go to the racetrack and listen to some tout or fellow bettor for advice, or would you rather figure the whole thing out for yourself and the enjoy the process as well? Do you think a Christian whose whole life is guided by a pastor or minister is capable of making decisions that reflect the real nature of the world? And, even if he does his own thinking and simply reads the Bible and believes in God can he manage life properly if he believes in a mystical, speculative God? If he is beholden to a single God how can he examine the data or evidence of life properly if it is denied to him? How does he know if another god is a better option if he doesn't know about it? How does he know if God exists or not if he doesn't even bother to think about the issue?
Finally, betting at the racetrack can be a humbling experience. As grand as my betting strategies have become they are by no means full proof. I lose often and I learn from these experiences. It can be a very unhappy experience indeed to lose when you really wanted to win, and especially when you thought you were going to win. But, that is the great lesson derived from the racetrack experience, I believe. That lesson being that it does not pay to put all of your money on one horse, as it were, because nothing is for sure as it concerns our futures. There are too many variables and unknowns to consider when we are wagering against the future. The unknown will always come out the winner, so why would you bet against it by putting all of your eggs in one basket or believing in one God, which to my mind is the same thing as betting against the future and one's own mortality? If mortality is the most important thing to a human being, then I think this thing should be protected at all costs. Think of mortality as your capital, something that you want to preserve and protect. Investing in the stock market or racing is the same thing as betting on your life. Preservation of life and capital are the same thing are they not?
Your understanding of your mortality is manifested in your sense of well-being and I believe the way to do hommage to your mortality is to respect it by not betting against it and to not fall prey to something that cannot be reasonably justified or guaranteed. You only have one mortality and my advice would be to treat it with respect that you may enjoy it to the fullest. Your mortality may or may not be accorded an afterlife. You simply do not know if this is the case or not. A rational person takes this fact into account when he conducts his life. My attitude when I go to the racetrack is one of hope. I want to win, and it is the preferred state to be in. But, this condition cannot be guaranteed. And, I accept that. A dishonest man will say that he wins everytime he goes to the racetrack. I am not going to disagree of course with the man who says he wins through the entertainment value of the experience and that the money spent is worth it. Maybe it is the same thing as the religious experience for the Christian. Who is to say for sure? A dishonest man will say that his God exists, because he believes and wants Him to. His dishonesty ( to himself ) is based on the fact that he cannot prove his case beyond a reasonable doubt. His race and bet concerning God will not be over until he dies, and only then will he discover whether or not he has won his life long bet. Does a prudent man make such a wager when so much is at stake? The condition of man is manifested in mortality, something which is material and limited in its duration. It is the only thing that man really knows. Life is valuable precisely because it is limited. I believe it is something to be protected and honored all at the same time. To bet on an afterlife is an act of unfairness to mortality because you are betting against that mortality. I say if you want to bet on the favourite in the race of life then that that thing is your very own mortality.
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Head to Head Combat Between a Christian and an Atheist:
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Christopher Hitchens: The Moral Necessity of Atheism
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Economic Update: George Soros Interviewed by
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Monday, March 03, 2008

Winning Makes You Feel Good

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I don't always win at the racetrack, but when I do I like to talk about it. As you know all I bet at the races is something called a " triactor ", or if you are an American, it is called a " trifecta ". Winning a " triactor " or " trifecta " involves picking the top three finishers of a race in the exact order of their completing that race - the winning, place, and show horses, or first, second, and third. I have explained all of this before in previous posts regarding my harness racing triactor system. See my post a couple of entries down ( " Saturday Night at the Meadowlands " ) to determine how I wager at the track and what my system is composed of. It was a beautiful sunny day last Saturday and it was a racing day. I feel like I am accomplishing a great deal at this point in my life when I can jump into my new car, head out into the sunshine and spend a day at the races and come out a winner at the end of the whole process. This happened for me last weekend. I just thought I would share this good news with you and publish the results of my win. The results of the ninth race at the Meadowlands Racetrack in New Jersey on Saturday March 1st, 2008 is shown below. My selections for this race according to my handicapping methods were: 8-3-1-4-2. These were my top five horses by order of preference. I won the race because of my betting strategies that I employ. You will notice that I would have won the " superfecta " as well ( picking the top four horses in exact order ) if I had bet that race. Since we cannot bet this 10 cent wager here at the wickets I did not bet it. But, if I did I would have won another 1500 dollars or so for a ten cent bet, or various combinations thereof. N.B. The Canadian payout ( through Woodbine in Toronto ) was slightly less than the result posted below even though there is common pool wagering at the Meadowlands. And, don't forget: if you are my friend, relative, or acquaintance and are in town for whatever reason, feel free to contact me and I will come and pick you up for a night at the races. This is a standing offer of course to all concerned.
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Saturday March 1, 2008
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1 Broadway Jake G Brennan 22.60 12.20 10.00
3 Winforu N D Miller 22.20 13.60
8 Whitesand Mirage Y Gingras 11.20
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Winning Owner: Odds On Racing(W-P-S Pool $122,059)$2 Exacta (Pool $110,236) (1-3) $381.20$1
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10-Cent Superfecta (Pool $41,510) (1-3-8-4) $1,515.10$1 Pick 3 (Pool $16,855) (10-2-1) $233.80$1 Pick 4 (Pool $92,096) (5-2,10-2-1) $1,803.80$1 Pick 6 (Pool $11,192) (6-8-5-2,10-2-1) (5 of 6) $369.80Pick 6 Carryover $15,047.6
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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Happy Birthday Carl Baydala

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Today is my birthday and I am 59 years old. I am at that age when I have to wish myself a happy birthday. I do not really expect too many people will be wishing me a happy birthday, so I have to take the initiative and do it myself. There is nothing really wrong with doing that because I feel that it is my responsibility to do it, especially if I think no one else will be stepping up to the plate and wishing me well. It is important, I think, to feel good about one’s self and this is my method of achieving that objective.

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At the beginning of the year I decided to try out semi-retirement. That means that I am only working three days a week. I will keep you posted on the progress of this decision. So far I feel more relaxed and look forward to four days off in a row. Hopefully, I will earn enough money to survive by working just three days per week. I recently bought a new sports car which I drive on the weekends when I go to the racetrack. I am looking forward to the warm Spring and Summer days when I can lower the top and cruise about in the sunshine. That is when I am the most happy, just driving about and listening to music. That is how simple a person I am as you can see. Hopefully some of my friends and acquaintances ( there is only one important acquaintance in my life if you are paying attention ) will look me up on some weekend and then we can go to the racetrack together. That is my idea of a good time. And, I will even pay for the dinner. I do win once in a while you know. That’s about it for now. Just thought I would let all of the important people in my life know that things are going OK in this my 59th birthday.

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Why lower interest rates is the wrong policy

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy New Year 2008

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas 2007

Merry Christmas 2007
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today is Monday, December 31, 2007 and Happy Holidays to all of my friends and acquaintances, past, present, and future. I have to work today on this the last day of the year. My stock market portfolio recovered from the lossess during the summer and will be showing a small gain. Hopefully, I can publish my updated retirement portfolio for you in the near future.
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P.S. I just noticed that Woodbine is on New Year's Day, so I think I will go then and have breakfast too. So, that will be fun. It starts at 10:20 AM. See you there....You really should watch that video I posted down below about the baby Water Buffalo. It is quite an exciting ending in the life of that young animal.
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Monday, November 26, 2007

Saturday Night at the Meadowlands

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The above program is from the Meadowlands Racetrack on Saturday night, November 24, 2007. As you know, all I bet at the races is triactors. The system that I employ focuses on this particular bet.

There were a number of high quality stakes races on this card. They were two and three year old horses, which I do not like to bet. I prefer older horses of good quality and that is what my system is based on. I did not spend a lot of time on these stakes races even though my system would have picked some winners in these races. In fact, my system produced four (4) winning triactors on this card. Three of them involved these stakes races which I did not bet.

Take a look at the thirteenth race shown above. I bet my usual 14 dollars and the system produced for me. This triactor paid $ 1165.80. for a one dollar bet. The winning combination was 10-3-8.

My top five horse according to my handicapping were:

10-8-4-3-9

My first bet would be to box (10-8-4) for a total of six dollars. This is called a triactor box bet. Here are the combinations that I receive for my six dollars. These are all one dollar bets and are contained within the box bet:

10-8-4

10-4-8

8-4-10

8-10-4

4-8-10

4-10-8

I am going to spend 8 more dollars on my system and I am going to bring in the "fourth" and "fifth" horses into combination with my top rated horse, which is horse number 10. My fourth and fifth rated horses are numbers 3 and 9, respectively. Remember, in a horse race, any horse can potentially win the race, or be in the top three. My system tries to pick the best five horses in the race according to the criteria that I employ by picking them. I am simply trying to save money by looking at the factors that I do; factors which I consider to be important in determining a winner of a race. I am now going to make a number of " key " bets. This means that the horse that I key with the other two in this particular betting example, would have to win. The other two can come in second or third, or place or show. Here are my key bets. Each bet costs two dollars and here are the combinations:

3/10-8 = 3-10-8 and 3-8-10 ( two dollars )

In the above key bet horse number 3 has to win the race and horses number 10 and 8 can come in either second or third.

10/8-3 = 10-8-3 and 10-3-8 ( two dollars )

9/10-8 = 9-10-8 and 9-8-10 ( two dollars )

10/8-9 = 10-8-9 and 10-9-8 ( two dollars )

So, once again the winning combination in the race was 10-3-8. My top rated horse won the race, my fourth rated horse came in second and my second rated horse came in third.

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This was quite a nice win for me and it was my only win of the evening. But, then sometimes you only need one win to come out ahead.

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Results at the Meadowlands for Saturday November 24, 2007

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

My Brain


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I was thinking about my brain and how it has developed and become organized since I was born. Somewhere in my development I acquired the ability to think and to reflect. I developed a consciousness and the skill to think about things, including thinking about myself and what it means to think about oneself. I was able to think about me and the idea that I exist. Perhaps that is a particularly human attribute, this business of self analysis. And, then again, it might not be. We are, after all, animals in the strict sense of the word so maybe other animals who are not humans can do exactly the same thing as I am doing right now; thinking about one's self and one's attributes. Since I do not generally talk to animals on a regular basis I am not able to tell whether or not other animals can do the things that I am able to do.

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At any rate, that is not my real concern here right at this moment. My brain and its nature is my real concern. When I was born I did not know that I was born. As I developed as a child I became conscious of the fact that I was alive and that I was able to experience things; I was able to feel and see my environment and I began to think or contemplate about the things that I experienced. I suppose that is how one learns - by experiencing things. You learn that certain things behave in certain ways at certain times under different circumstances. Life is just really a whole set of experiences that you have come to know and how to react to as a consequence of your personal experiences with them. And, it is your brain that files away all of these experiences for you. The brain is probably the most important thing that each of us possesses.

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This thing called the brain has been with us since day one and when it dies we die. That is how important it is. It is the absolute most paramount thing in our lives. So, when it dies all of our experiences and emotions and everything else that it stored up for us disappear. Now, some religious people think that the brain is like a soul and it never dies; it just lives on and on, even after we die. That is an interesting idea of course and whether or not it is true we will never know. We will never know because when we die our brains die at the same time. Remember, it is the brain that is doing the thinking and if it is not " alive " it cannot be doing the job it is supposed to be doing. Just think of the brain as organized matter. Somehow in the organization of time and space some matter came together and became your brain. And, if this did not happen everything that you have come to experience and become knowledgable about would not have happened.

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I believe that is a key component of life, this business about the brain being an organized mass that is. I think understanding the organization of our brains and of any organized thing for that matter, is the route to knowing about the mysteries of life and the universe. My thinking and my brain are allowing me to make this assumption by the way. In my opening sentence I stated that I was thinking about my brain and how it has developed since I was born. Somewhere in my development as a child I became conscious of my surroundings. In other words, my brain began to take notice of its environment. My brain, which is a totality of its material parts came to the conclusion that it was perceiving things; that objects existed outside of itself and that, in fact, it existed as well. It was able to make this judgment as a consequence of its ability to process information. And, that is what the brain primarily is - a processor of information. It receives information, stores it and analyzes it. As a result of this ability it is also able to produce things called " emotions." Emotions are really interesting things that are at the basis of understanding what a human being is. Emotions are things that determine our personality. How we experience things and how our brains process these things and creates emotions out of them is what really defines us as individuals. People can experience the exact same thing at the exact same time but they may have a different emotional response. That is the really interesting characteristic of the human being, in my opinion.

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And, it is your brain, your organized existence, which has stored all of your information and experiences for you that decides the emotional response. That is how important this thing is called the brain. It truly is a wonderful creation. But, don't be fooled by the word " creation. " I am not implying that there is anything magical or religious about the brain and its attributes. I am suggesting that the brain, as it develops, has the ability to create things. It is just the power of the human being that its brain can visualize and create ideas as a result of all of the information that is has on hand. The ideas and emotions that it creates are limited to the experiences of the brain. But, I think you would agree that its ability to create ideas and concepts and to feel things like emotions is the thing that makes it profound.

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What gives the brain the ability to think and to be creative you might logically enquire at this point? Now, the more religious among you will most likely argue that God made this marvelous creation of the brain or of its attributes. I would disagree with this notion of course. Primarily because this is the stuff of the " idea." And, ideas only happen when we think about them. And, we only begin to think when we are able to, when our consciousness develops. That is to say, we only think and know about ideas when the brain becomes organized; that is when things come together to make that happen. We did not know God at birth because he was not there at birth. He is only something that develops as an idea after the brain becomes an organized entity. The brain matures through experience. You cannot create a thought or an idea without information; it is the food of consciousness. That is why when we are born we do not " know " that we are born. Knowing is only a later feature of life.

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But, as the brain develops it does in fact learn how to know. Each and everyone learns how to know and to feel and to create ideas. The totality of our experiences become the most important things for us. The emotions that we feel can be experienced over and over again if the right amount of sensory data is presented to us.

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So, why am I writing about the brain and its organization and its ability to produce emotions? I am doing this to point out to you that man is at base a selfish creature. If he was not a selfish creature he would die. He has a brain that does his thinking for him. Thinking is the thing that he does because it promotes his self interest. There is no other purpose for this business of thinking. The brain processes information and produces feeling for him. These feelings are translated into emotions and emotions are the things that make man human; emotions are the way man experiences life. Man learns that experiences cause these emotions. Emotions are good and bad things as everyone knows. But, since man is a selfish creature he would rather feel good rather than bad. That is why man created religion to try and manage these emotions in a more orderly way. His logical, self-centered brain allowed him to do that. But, his logical brain is also interested in the continuance of its well-being as well. That is why when it comes to experiencing an emotion or an experience that makes him feel good then he will find ways to reproduce or even experience those things as much as he can.
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That is why man is primarily interested in things like love and sex. He has learned, through experience, that these things make him happy. Love binds him to his society and sex fulfills a physical desire as well making more things like himself. And, he would not come to know about these things if he did not have an organized brain. It truly is amazing isn't it that matter can come together to produce all of these things that I am talking about right now. I am presenting you with an idea produced in the factory of my brain. The particular organization of my brain arranged these thoughts for me and allowed me to present them to you in this form.
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A confirmation of my beliefs as expressed above is something like the Kabbalah. I think a study of this system only affirms my ideas about man - he is a selfish entity who seeks understanding through organization. His ego demands understanding and knowledge.
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